Showing posts with label MOOD. Show all posts
Showing posts with label MOOD. Show all posts

Friday, August 5, 2011

Pantai 4D3N

Date: 31 July - 03 August 2011 (Sun-Wed)

Cause: Right eye hit by shuttlecock during Altera Badminton Tournament.
Feel: Pain, tearing, see white (scare, I thought something from my eye was dropped. That's why see all white)

Went to Clinic at Kg Jawa... then doctor refer me to the hospital. We choose Pantai because it is nearest.

After registration, they pointed us go to Emergency Room. Doctor wants me to admit.


Alfonso went to counter and did the 'check in' procedure while I'm waiting in the emergency room. He bringing a small pack which contained plastic cup, plastic spoon, plastic folk, shower gel, shampoo, face towel, teeth brush, toothpaste and comb.


'333'... the staff said nice number for me. This is new renovated room.


Yes... normal diet... all I can eat...


Like prisoner... I have my own number. I must go and buy 4D :p


It's painful!!! but feel nothing after an hour.


31 July - dinner. Chicken porridge...


Everyday's Supper


01 August - breakfast. Fried Kwei Teow



01 August lunch. Kam Heong fish rice...


01 August - Tea time.


01 August, dinner. Nasi Goreng Pattaya.


02 August, breakfast. Bread with little sardin. (NOT enough la~)


02 August, lunch. Sampal fish rice. Dinner? No order.


03 August, fried bee hon. Exactly same as canteen one.
Lunch?Dinner? I'm very smart, no order because I feel that I will discharge on that day :)


My medicine...
From left to right:
Pred Forte, from Ireland. Prevent inflammation. It would cause your eye in high pressure.
Vismed, from Germany. It's a lubricant eye drops.
Homatropine hydrobromide, from Belgium.



My latest medicine...Timo-COMOD (Timolol maleate), from Germany.


Flower from hospital...


my BILL!!! Got it when I go to followup today (Friday)... RM4k plus... I don't know some of the items... got discount and got government tax pula :S I thought my bill should around 2k+... never think that it will hit up to 4k! Money sucker!!!~ Luckily company insurance cover all... else :,( Now I only really feel and know that how expensive of private hospital... 现在才了解这句话: 穷人没资格去生病.


Friday, March 18, 2011

Japan 8.9 Earthquake & Tsunami

End-Of-The-World is coming?!
Violence, nature disaster... earthquake and tsunami happened frequently in recent year. It is hard for me to stop thinking about the 2012 end of the world prediction.

End of the world doesn't mean our earth is disappear from this universal. This is just a re-structure from beginning. As what shown in 2012 movie. Human & animal are still alive... just the amount of the object will be decreased and the technology will be down turn.

Now, we can see the news about the impact of Japan earthquake and tsunami everyday...
























What have impacted to my Tokyo trip on 24 March 2011, Thursday.
When this terrible disaster happened on last Friday, 11 March 2011, I hope this can be handle it my Japan very soon. But radiation leakage, exposure, short of power supply, petrol and food are out of our control and I believe this is not can be settle in short period.

Yes, how about my 2nd honey moon trip? In a right moral, I should more focus and put concern on those victim instead of my personal matter. But this is human being, I will worry about my Tokyo trip. AirAsia still depart the Tokyo flight as scheduled on last Sun which just 2 days right after the disaster happened. Well, if I were AirAsia boss, no point for me to cancel the flight since Haneda Airport is still operating.

When I come to hopeless about my trip, Ministry brought me a good news on 16 March 2011:



What's a good news for those Malaysians are going to Japan on this coming few weeks. OK, we wrote an email to AirAsia yesterday about this matter. Before we receive the reply from AirAsia, we saw from a TV news and said that 4 main air line in Malaysia which include AirAsia are agree to get refund or postpone to the travellers. We felt happy about it.

Well well well, today received the reply from AirAsia. What a disappointed arrangement from them.

Option 1(a): Free Move within 1 month of original travel date.
- means date can be moved within 1 month with same destination. 24 April 2011, safe to go to Japan? If I choose this one, how about 24 April is still not a right time to go?
SHIT option! (I don't think this word is dirty word)

Option 1(b): Credit Shell.
- what is credit shell?
"A credit shell is a separate account created for our guests and not a direct refund to your credit card. The credit shell account created in this instance for our guests to/from Bangkok will have an account number for guests who want to transfer their flights. The credit shell account number is the same number as your booking number. Credit shell is a credit account where monies paid towards a booking are stored. A credit shell account is valid for three months and if the balance or full amount is not utilized within the three months, the amount is forfeited.
Guest are allowed to utilize their Credit Shell for any pre-booked product/services.
Please note that the credit shell account cannot be used for internet bookings or to pay for excess baggage or services provided at the airport i.e. wheelchair fee, sports equipment fee etc. "
SHIT SHIT option!!

Option 2: Refund
Totally no refund for the flight!
What a DAMN SHIT option!!!

We are tried to look for published news from internet. Unfortunately, this is what The Sun daily published:

Case to case? How to consider I'm in the case which can get the refund.
Minister only announced those good news with a 'hiden bad news' to the public.
What we as a consumer (victim) can do??? Why I'm not a rich people? Else I won't feel angry/unhappy about this matter. My 'blood sweat money'.....
Anyway, we will go to AirAsia counter to ask for detail. Hope they will give us a good news.

Now I'm thinking... what efforts we had put on this trip?
1. Purposely took leave to apply the Visa. Went to the Japan embassy twice due to the 'incomplete' document. Again, I already follow the info as what stated in their website. End up, he told me they need this and that... and sorry about the outdated info in website... another bullshit case. After got the approval, have to return back to take the passport after 3 working days.

2. Went through a lot of info about the Tokyo... schedule, transportation etc. Plan and schedule are done.

3. Purposely bought a large baggage from Langkawi which easier to carry during the MRT from/to airport.

4. Purposely bought a SONY memory stick with 8G in order can store more photos and video.

5. Purposely bought a 'keep warm' shirt and glove which are my v'day gift.

6. Just up size our check in baggage and bought a meal in flight few days before this disaster happen.

I know this is just a 'small case' if compare to the victim in Japan.
I just want to release.... else I will be crazzzzzzzzy!

Monday, August 30, 2010

你不知道的事

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Another touched song after his <唯一>

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

我飞行 但你坠落之际

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事



你不知道我为什么生气你
因你一直都不会问为什么
我的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰
我不知道你为什么狠下心
由得让我盘旋在高空里头
多的是 你不知道的事 (因你从不问)

'I GOT YOU'

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I was too lazy.... finally I got it...

Leona Lewis - I Got You
A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you
Just get on the phone
I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to
What's weird about it
Is we're right at the end
And mad about it
Just figured it out in my head
I'm proud to say
I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright

And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
I got you

Ain't falling a part, or bitter
Let's be bigger than that and remember
The cooling outdoor when you're all alone
We'll go on surviving
No drama, no need for a show
Just wanna say
I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright

And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I'll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you

'Cause this is love and life
And nothing we can both control

And if it don't feel right
You're not losing me by letting me know

Go ahead and say goodbye (say goodbye)
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright

And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I'll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright

And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you

A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you



Friday, June 18, 2010

Bye Bye SPSN




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This is the Bye Bye & Thank You email that I sent out to my co-workers and friends. Is there has any wrong gammer in my email? If yes... then really pai seh lo...


Hi All,

As you may know, today is my last day in Spansion. I would like to thank all of you for having come together to give me this wonderful farewell lunch yesterday.

I want you all to know that I am truly leaving here with mixed feelings; happy about my new career opportunity but sad to be leaving such a great company where I have so many wonderful friends and colleagues. I have enjoyed my tenure here and I appreciate having had the opportunity to work with you. Thank you for the support, guidance, and encouragement you have provided me during my time at here ... Thanks to my (ex)-supervisor: Boon Weng->Chun Keong->Gim Leng->Wei Seng->Boon Ching, Joon Heong & Check Meng (for teaching me the APR). Even though I will miss my colleagues and the company, I am looking forward to the new challenge and to starting a new phase of my career.

I am not good with goodbyes so I do apologize to those who feel offended that I have left having written only this farewell letter, without personally shaking their hand and exchanging best wishes. Although we would not meet each other everyday, but I won't forget you all.

I do wish you all and the company every success in all it future endeavors. Please keep in touch, I can be reached at my personal email address funnysky@mailcity.com (may add me in Facebook).

Thanks again for everything.



This is the last thing that I can do for you all... team photo.

Today morning, I received an email from my department director. He is one of the person that I most respect; and also one of the person that I most dislike (sometime). I was surprised to receive this bye bye & thank you email because we think that he is the person who will not say goodbye or express his appreciation to those leaving him from his undertaking.



As what I stated in my email: leaving with mixed feeling. Recently I think too much and made me unhappy. 1st, my hubby outstation. Distance + busy + talk less + contain of his email = feel like he been ignored me. 2nd, my promotion + good progress in SOI. I feel very 可惜. Base on the current offered, I think it is not worth for me to go for this new company in term of pay, new challenge & career path. Maybe I will feel more better if they can offered me a better price. Well, decision already made, thing already happened... no matter how wrong of the timing... base on 2 reasons, I must make myself to keep going on. Hope everything will be fine. All this mixed feeling, I only can undertake by myself... I feel like to cry.

Anyway, time won't stop because of me. So, I must look forward without any doubt. Be brave, Wai Fun!



This is my badge which had been accompany me for <3 years (13 Aug 2007 - 18 Jun 2010).... there was another badge during contractor (26 Feb 2006 - 12 Aug 2007)... so the time I physically work in SPSN is ~4 years. It is not consider long actually :)

ALL THE BEST to me! p(*0*)q

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Saturday, May 29, 2010

Decided leaving SPSN

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Feel BAD about this... but it is a good experience.

Yeah... had been tortured 4 days... I released lastly.

Think back to this 4 days... ya... it was out of my expectation. My reason very simple... got another opportunity and think that this is good for my family in future. That's it!

Well, thing turned out not as simple as I think. Why? Because the big challenge was how to facing my director who is very smart and talented in communication. Yeah, he wants to know what my problem is. Major reason... yes, he agreed. But is that so critical and have to leave at this moment? Why not give ourselves one more year to stay here to think again. I can help to to look for job if you still think that you want to leave. This is the question he was throwing to me. Sorry, boss... I don't like it. I do not need your help in this way. He explained and shared his experience to me about every single reason of my leaving... don't say 'No' so fast... give each other time to think about it and continue talk by tomorrow. I spent a night to think of the answer for this question. Yeah, I managed to 'break' his point. I believe a lot of people walk into his room... 80% of them will agree what he said and think that he is right at that time. Walk out from his room and think again... actually we have some points can argue with him. Even you think that you can argue with him during the conversation... you also will think that better don't go too strong and keep arguing... just let him to be.

The 2nd day, he dated Joshua and Alfonso go for tea. I told Alfonso... this is my matter, ask him no need to bother you again. You can see that, my director can put all his effort to work on my case. Tell you, I never feel that I'm such important. Actually, I understand of his view... he doesn't want people leave. Employee is the main key in one organization. No employee, no organization. He wants to build up his career in PDC in order to let the PDC growing and expand as a top design center in SPSN. Well, he said actually my promotion already in progress... yes, I know it even I talked to my superior. My superior very surprised and told me that I'm will promoted to senior... she is working on it now... this is not because of my leave.... this is the plan already before I tender. I believed... because I can sense it. It may not happen by today... but I believe will be happened in next quarter or this year. He also offered me that he will make my US trip to become a business trip... he can do it easily. Last thing, my pay. I'm not really want to request it. But at that moment, I not yet make up my mind... I said about my pay. Ok, he will work on it. But counter offer is not a healthy thing. Yes, I agree. I also don't like to get something that I wish in this way. If you want to give, you will give me automatically... not I request. I told him there is no guarantee that I will stay if the pay is in what I expected. OK, he accept as long as I sincere.

3rd day, he called me in and said that the pay will be handled by HR director herself. She will talk to me about my pay. I said, no need to work on it anymore. Money is impotant to me but there also has some factor to want me leave. OK, he accept my leave is because of working in same company with spouse. See, he only takes this reason. But, one thing... he wants me to stay 1 or 1 1/2 months and he dislike I gave short notice. I told why I gave short notice... he only nod his head. But who care, as long as he can get what he wants. He want me to talk to my new manager and extend my stay. If I feel difficulty to talk to him, he willing to talk to my new manager by himslef. I know that he will request me for this. It was happened in few of our ex-collougeu. I knows him well. Tell you, I hate it. You know what he said... he said: you don't want to give any trouble or bad impression to your new manager, then I tell you... I will not happy and you give me bad impression. Semiconductor is very small industry. If you want my any help next time... sorry, I won't. I won't take you as my enermy... I just won't help you in future if you needed. See, he threatening me. Tell you, I very hate him to do this way. I'm trying to make anyone happy... no hard feeling for the leaving. I shown my face how unhappy of me. Ok, as long as you happy. I called my new manager and I explained to him... and he willing to talk to my director. Well, I exposed my company that I heading to and contact number to my director lastly. I'm so so so unhappy, you know... this is not the way that I wish to. End up, I called him and asked for the status of my case. He said he not managed to call to my new manager and he just finished attend the meeting. So, I had to wait for tomorrow morning.

Ok... come to last day. It suppose is my last day. He did not come to me about my case in the morning. I saw he switched off the light of his room and walked out... no choice, I called to his mobile phone. I asked him how about it... He said: ohhh... just know I look for you but you are not around... (kanasai, just now you can't see me... you cannot call me when you walk out just now? Shit people)... he will get back me the date after he see his schedule before lunch... I will get back to you once I receive his email... no worry, I got his mobile phone number already. Ok, ok... what I can do. I wait... after few minutes, HR there called me and told me my reporting day will be on 21 June... 3 weeks after. I think... not at least 1 month meh... can see that, my director not really able to extend my stay as what he wish. After few minutes again... director called me and told me the status. I said: OK, as long as you happy. He said: nola... we both also happy in this way.... blah blah blah. OK... lunch time. After I back from lunch... I directly walked to his room and confirm my last day date. Ok... he talk this and that... blah blah blah again. I want him promise me one thing.. he want me to promise him one thing pula... OK OK... close case.

Yeah... I gain an experience in my life. But it was so terrible. My US trip was gone... and actually my new pay is not that higher if add up my promotion and the EIP in spsn. Well, thing already happened... just let it be. Just hope that I will have new happy life in new company eventhough heard that there a lot of peoples are leaving due to the new managment this and that... yes, this thing has been stopped me to leave spsn but I still insist to leave. He almost mess up my life. I even no mood to go back to hometown in the weekend... thing was not in ideal... everything I need to wait for his answer and end up I only got the answer in last day, last minute. My youngest sister is blaming me... I was promised her to go back Ipoh and meet her earlier. I let my family down. Too bad...

Mou Sou Lou, I tell you now: If one day you old until you fall down on the road side, I see it... I won't lend you my hand and help you! You got it?!!!

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Congtras, SPSN!

We did it, Spansion has emerged from Chapter 11!

This morning received the GOOD NEWS from our CEO, John Kispert.
"It has been a long road, but today, i can finally write you and say that we have emerged form Chapter 11. We are now in full control of our future and are no longer under bankruptcy court supervision. Great job, everyone. This is a historic day for the new Spansion."

Wow, how great to hear this news! How many hard works have been worked out by our top management over the past 14 months. Yeah, there is the big contribution from the top management. It is not an easy job to emerge from Chapter 11which without any financial help from others (bank/US government).

Last week, there have few creditors were going to appeal to the court about the approval from court in last month. Actually, court already approved Spansion's re-organization plan. By the law, there has 2 weeks time for those who has any concern about this approval. At last minute, some creditors were coming out for appealing. Well, we all are getting more worries about this action taken by the creditors. Our CEO told me that no need to worry about it, stay focus on our job. Well, today we got the good news from him. Well done, John! :)

If I not mistaken, John will get an one million plus USD as his reward after success emerge from Chapter 11. This is based on his contract. Well, I'm as a small employee... of cause will get some small rewards. What reward is that? Hehe... not yet confirmed. Don't want to reveal in here. Hmm... it should be a very happy thing... but one thing is disturbing me... about my career.

Talk more about this if it is happened. Bring my mood to enjoy my Honeymoon trip 1st ;)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

婚礼后的感想-怡保篇

HIGHLIGHT

Venue: Kok Thai (Tasek) Restaurant
Date: 17 April 2010, Saturday
Time: 7PM ( Real: 7:15+PM. Yen Heng still not really want to start the dinner yet because his friend not yet all coming. But some guests already wait so long where they came at ~6pm, which is what we stated in the invitation card as welcoming guest. And, manager told me the dish was ready... getting cold already)
Total table: 24 including main table




Multi Emotions....


YAM SENG~~~




SPANSION Kaki


POI LAM Kaki


TARC Kaki


Sisterssssssss...!


HAPPY FAMILY~!!!


~END~

Overall I think is OK. What not perfect were
1. I'm not able to welcoming guest on time because of that baliah MUA (make up artist).
2. Slide show was not prepared well. Can't play it in DVD player.
3. Force to using laptop to play the slide show but the show arrangement was messy.
4. The main slide show was not play properly at last minute. Only show half and hang in the half way.
5. Slide show could not show in both screen since using laptop. Only one can be shown.
6. Wrong timing. Go for yam seng too fast.
7. Dishes only so so. Most people complain about the fish. Me feel PaiSeh... Well, Chicken & Bao were nice.

Well, 经典mari... I'm going to start my complaining liao....

Not really want to show this Aunty photo here... but wa beh tahan liao... Can't be denied, she is pretty... but I hope everyone know about her BAD service, her BAD attitude!

Pls do not engage with the Siew Siew (H/P: 0125125956). This person is SUCK! I'm very regret to engaged with this person for my Ipoh wedding reception. Why?

1. COME LATE.
I did double confirm with her about the location (my makeup location was in the restaurant's bride room), make sure she know where is it. She said she knew. End up she came late with the reason: Ohh... it is here... hard to find.

2. NEVER PAY CONCERN ON WHAT CUSTOMER NEEDS.
I sent her few msg regarding my concern. I told her I'm more focus on my eyes and skin and told her I got a lot of pores, hope can cover it as much as possible. She NEVER reply me.
End up, on that day... she brought out her blusher to start to makeup and told me... your pores cannot cover one. She just put 1 layer power on my skin without using any cream to cover my pores. Is that a professional makeup artist? I have doubt on her skill!

3.ONLY CONCERN ON MONEY!
One thing she only will reply: about MONEY!!! She told me to bank in deposit for her and need to inform her after I bank in. Well, I did what she said... but she never informed me whether she got my money or not. I think this is a manners to inform your customer. I asked her whether she got my money or not during the makeup session.
This is her response: huh, should be gua.
I tried to teasing her: I bank in RM120, right? (she cost my dinner makeup RM220)
she said: Nope, I think you only bank in RM100 to me.
See, she aware of the amount. But never aware my concern.

4. BAD SKILL
As I mentioned earlier, no any cream to cover my pores. After that, I only noticed that she missed to help me put the red power on my side, professional? How about hair-do? Ha.. another story to tell you. She told me she has 12 year experiences in this field. Me.. really want to 'peiii' in front of her. She was again and again to do my hair-do. I'm not sure how many of my hairs had been fallen down. I thought make up can make the person looks pretty and charming... like a MAGIC! Well, that day me still look like myself without any amazing make up.

5. WITHOUT CLARIFY CUSTOMER ABOUT THE SERVICE
She never told me the price is not including the eye lashers & amplure. Why I so surprised about this? Actually I understand some peoples did not include these 2 things but they will tell their customer about this... this is what I experienced. For sure, most bridal house doesn't include these. They will tell thier customer. As a freelance, I'm not sure about it. I did survey few makeup artists... they do initially tell me the price is included this and that. So I assume freelance is providing this kind of service. Well, come to this SiewSiew... she never told me until that day, that time... I was argued with her with nicely way. I told her now's a day... a lot peoples will tell their customer about this... not like last time... they only will tell you charge this and that if you use their this and that. And I emphasized, you cannot assume your customer know all about this because they are not in your field. Ok, it can be said that it was my mistake. Anyhow, you know what she said: you can choose to not use... See, what is her attitude?! Anyway, she knew that I'm not happy with her... she discount RM10 for me... End up, my dinner makeup was RM250.

6. OTHER
I was told her I need to stand on the entrance and welcome guest on 6pm. And I was been told that she needs about 1hr+ to do it. Well, I don't know how much of her '+'... this only she know by herself. She said she will come on 5pm. Ok, I think her '+' is less that half an hour since she said 5pm. End up, she arrive at 5:15pm & not yet start... said wanna see my pre-wedding photo and see how the makeup and hair-do. Well, i think we only start it ~5:30pm. End up, we finished at ~6:50pm and I rush to change my gown with her little assistance. The time I ready to go out already 6:55pm (dinner was started at 7pm). Damn it!

Another most funny thing. After she finished for the makeup+hair-do & before she goes to wash room, she told me to prepare the money for her 1st. So after she went back from wash room, she will get her $.

I should be the people to rush to go out to welcome my guest. Well, she was more nervous and rush to go out than me.

I have very BAD EXPERIENCE with this aunty SIEW SIEW!!!! >:0
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Before the DAY, you know what happened at that night?! My 2nd sister was giving big GIFT!!! We urgued about the table arrangement until I cried like cat. She was not happy with the table arrangment. Actually this is a very small matter. What I cannot tahan was her attitude... really 不可一世. Now I really can understand why most of her colleugue don't like her. Her attitude really cannot tahan. It was late night already after finish the arguement. I was not finish my slide show. What the most difficult is how to play it. I did it until 3AM+ (haven't finished). I cannot tahan already and went to bed. Before I fall as sleep, I was sent her a sorry msg to settle this matter. It not meaning I forgive her or I admit I fault... I just want the thing goes smoother. Well, I think my msg is worked. The next day, she involved herself into my event. But I tell you, I have bad feeling on her and I don't think our relationship is good if compare to last time. I won't ask for her help anymore... try to not have anything relate to her... even just a talk! I never forget what she had given me (bad experience) in my big day. Yes, I 'small gas'. This is ME!
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I'm not a good person. I only remember those unhappy or bad thing. For me, overall of the ipoh reception preparation... it was not a happy experience.